Then, she grew serious, and had another inquiry to put forward."Do you still feel the same way about children? You don't want any in the future?"She w...s venturing into touchy territory here; my mind was flooded with the recollection of the whole Kaci situation. At that moment, I became aware of something. Since I'd exchanged those letters with Kaci, that memory no longer carried the sting it once did. I made the decision, then and there, to tell another person something I was certain I'd carry. My third "girlfriend" Heather came and picked me up and we drove around and did nothing. I guess she was kinda embarrassed that I wasn't very attractive, so she didn't want to go anywhere. But I will say this, Heather was a hottie. She was 18 (yup I was 16), dirty blonde hair, skinny, cute face, small but nice titts, probably a 34b? Well she told a friend she thought I was cute, I got her number and called her and she picked me up the next day to "hang out." We finally parked and she was just. I realize its only time that has separated us and that one day soon we will be together just as I imagined it would be… nothing but smiles when I think of you, laughter and joy in our voices when we speak, our imaginations running wild while making plans to meet.I can’t sleep baby, I’m so anxious I know the time is approaching for us to be together and I can’t hardly wait, my thoughts are running wild… will she hold my hand when I reach for hers… will she hug me deeply… when I lick my lips will. I will never do that. Iam a woman being forced into this, and I feel no love for you. All Ifeel is violation. I don't want to feel you inside me. I hate you. Dowhat you will, but I won't cooperate with you."Thomas received a series of very powerful vicious strikes. His facerocked back and forth from repeated slaps. Thomas cried out and criedout louder when the Duke reached down and gripped his scrotum in anincredible grip that felt like a vise. "Tell me you will give me yourwomanly passion.