Some nights, we went dancing to the discos, and there I began to confront the dilemma of being a ‘closet’ lesbian or an ‘out’. Anyhow, most of...the clubs to which she took me are not exclusively for ‘gay’ people, so I could dance with men, but keeping my distance, because I didn’t want to get involved with them, not only to avoid my lover’s jealousy, but fearing that men might get me pregnant, infect me with AIDS or even assault me. She also invited me to her favorite gym to get me in shape,. "No, no, I didn't hear a proposal at all. Are you sure you had my show on?"They laughed and embellished on the topics he used for the show until Jessie was in tears. Everywhere they went Chad made her smile and laugh. They walked through the park holding hands and kicking up leaves. Evenings often found them at Jessie's place, cooking dinner together, listening to music and talking.The year was ending and the snow began to fall. Chad covered for some of the other DJ's when a nasty flu bug went. Annie saw me first and shrieked, pulling the covers over her face. Christ, what did that do for her? Tom jumped out of bed and I could see his wet cock swinging as he began to pull his clothes on. I just watched quietly. The room was silent except for the sobs coming from under the covers. When he finished dressing, Tom looked at me, hoping I'd get out of the way, but I continued to block the doorway, even though he was substantially larger than me. Then I broke the silence."Aren't you. On the way to the checkout, I decided to grab just one more thing. Ipicked up a little bit of makeup, thinking as soon as I saw it thatit would really help with our costumes."C'mon," I told Jack after I'd paid for everything, gesturing to thecustomer restrooms that were at the front of the store. "I wannacheck out how I look..." Sure," Jack grumbled, but as I started for the boy's restroom, hereminded me, "Um... we look like girls..."I blushed at that, "Oh yeah..."After we had gone inside and.