It was during this time that I realized that the naked male held a lot of attraction for me. Adding to this was the fact that my dear wife was losing ...otal interest in sex. So I would end up watching gay sex photos and read gay stories and would end up playing with myself.From there to registering at a few gay personal sites was but a short step. Since my job involved some travel, I ended up meeting quite a few men in other cities. Since I had started this side of my life in my late forties, I. Dropping hints into his inbox, feeding him random porn clips. Starting with Oral sex scenes to gauge his reactions. I fed him more and more oral scenes, big throbbing dicks filled his inbox... I told him how nice it would be to have him sucking a dick like that... dont those girls look so cute and pretty... wouldnt you like to be the girl...He loved the vids I sent him, he liked seeing the porn starlets getting fucked real good. At first he was pretty straight in tastes, but gradually I bombed. The kid’s insurance company paid me a sum in the seven figure range. They would have probably lost more than that in court. The kid, because he had a rich, politically connected father, got off with a slap on the wrist. He spent six months in a minimum level detention center. (You couldn’t call it a prison since there were no fences and you could have as many luxuries as you wanted and could afford.) Being alone and depressed is a bad combination. I didn’t have the will to do much of anything.. Something about the way Melisa said those words made her more attractive. Our classmates were still looking at us suspiciously when the critiques began. I smiled, wondering if it would make them feel better to know I was more lost than anyone else in the room. As I was leaving, Melisa asked if I wanted the notes to one of the classes I skipped. It was the first time she ever made the offer. I watched as she weaved a strand into the web directly under my feet. Melisa was even more tempting bait.