I want you to be the first of my everything. That’s all I wanted to say.” She said goodnight and went to bed.The coming days were hell for me. I w...s so disturbed by all of this. We stopped having any discussion and talks. I gave that a lot of thought.And her birthday came. Her birthday means a festival in our home. Dad arranged a party where people attended, all of our friends came together. The only person with a shitty face was me. She was smiling happily. I, too, tried a lot to smile and be. After eating breakfast, he went back upstairs to brush his teeth. Then he came downstairs again and went to see his mother. Jess always went to his mother's room and said “good morning” to her before leaving for school. Why he still did, he wasn't sure. He had become so distant, there was no real connection left. “Probably just out of habit”, he told himself. He kissed his mother goodbye and then left with his brother for school. In the car, he and his brother didn't talk much. It wasn't that. De man en vrouw schoven wat onrustig op de bank en het duurde niet lang of vanuit de luidsprekers was wat gekreun te horen. Tussen het gekreun door hoorde ik het belletje. Ik liep de woonkamer in en vroeg of ik iets voor ze kon betekenen. Ik probeerde het beeld op de tv compleet te negeren.Hij wilde een biertje en zij een witte wijn. Ik keek ze aan. Beide gekleed in een badjas, dicht. Ze zagen er normaal uit en de vrouw keek plezierig gespannen naar mij.. ik knikte en ging de keuken in. Daar. Betty cleaned her small kitchen and made a note of shopping she would have to do tomorrow. She had a thought and went to her bathroom. She checked and found that she had not taken her birth control pill that morning. She took it and straightened up the bathroom. She vacuumed the carpet and checked her mail. She had several bills that came in the mail and she decided to sat down and pay them. Her Visa balance was over $3000.00, she apparently bought a lot of clothes after getting her job. She.