#mineforever, “ he added with a smirk.Perfect! He praised himself as he unplugged the phone cord.Unlike the previous nights, Dillon didn’t feel t...e need to sleep with his laptop open with a picture of Suki on the screen. Tonight he had something better. So, shutting his laptop and unplugging it from the charger, he opened the drawer of his nightstand. Lotion, an unopened box of condoms, and a few other loose items rolled around, and his eyes landed on a zippo lighter. Dillon hated cigarettes,. I want to fuck you with my tongue.” Where did that come from? Why the sudden courage? Was I still Suzie or was it Elizabeth’s body giving the answer?I saw Anne looking at John, as if asking him for permission. They were taken aback as I was with this change in direction. Sensing their indecision, I made my move. I pulled John by his growing erection and pushed Anne’s backside against the kitchen table.I kissed her soft lips while my hands roamed around her beautiful breasts, tugging at her. We did trust-building, safe-zone creation, safe body touching, and all sorts of other approaches that are supposed to help someone open up, but nothing worked. I even– on doctor’s orders– binge watched a whole weekend full of sad, sappy movies hoping that something would get me to cry.“If only you could break through and cry,” he told me, “I think you would make great progress.”Sheila joined me for that chick-flick marathon. We had our own private sleep over in the apartment above her parent’s. ’ Apparently Palo was not the brightest crayon in the box. Xav had already figured that, but he was rapidly lowering his estimated IQ points by the sentence as this conversation went on. ‘Because… I don’t want to.’ ‘You take your clothes off for money, so you are not shy. Why not get paid ten times more for making movies? I have heard that McNamara pays his boys top dollar.’ ‘I get paid to dance and strip, not to get fucked by strangers while someone films it.’ Not any more, anyway, Xav.