I did find that strange.But I did notice a disturbance in the air during our first full year of marriage. In 2 weeks it will be a year. The sex was st...ll great but Kate just seemed like she was disconnected from it. It was like she was thinking of something else or maybe somebody else.What hit the nail in the head was when I asked about adopting little Sue.With tears in her eyes which were not ones of happiness she said “ I am just too scared that I would just end up breaking your heart and. ." But..." she held my head in both hands, one on each cheek, and looked intensely into my eyes, "you love me too, don't you?" Again, not a plea, a simple, firm, statement of fact. "Not," she added, moments later, while I was still processing the idea, "perhaps quite like Susan, but still, love."I couldn't deny it. "Yes," I said, "I do. Trying to work it out ... it's uncomfortable. But I'd ... hate to lose you, but I don't want to think I'd never see Susan again. You know why she left, do you?". " Brad!" she chided."Not because you aren't beautiful, Sis. You just need to get over that shyness and realize what a real catch you are. Darin here is just the guy to..." Uh, yeah, thanks a lot," I laughed and I noticed a shy smile on Vanessa's face as well."Anyway," continued Brad, "I told Larry I'd met him at the arcade. I did tell you I was staying over at his house tonight, didn't I?" You told me," she said."Okay, you two knock yourselves out. See you in the morning, Sis." Uh ... Brad...". “Erm…I’m not sure. I’ve never done anything like this before.” She was obviously very nervous. I kissed her.“I don’t want you to feel pressured in any way, Tracy, but I have been on the brink of an orgasm with you for the last half an hour and I can’t wait much longer so if you decide not to, I will finish the job myself with the help of these two cocks and I would love you to watch. It would be even better if you did it for me.”She hesitated and kissed me full on the lips.“I really want to see.