"Imagine this kind of experience, night after night, week after week, month after month, year after year. Century after century. Its maddening. Its de...ressing. You remember what you once were and realize that for all your immortality, what you are now is nothing romantic. Your existence is reduced to a parasite. A killer of the unlucky. And nothing else."Constance took a deep breath. She leaned forward, putting her palms on her knee. I was holding my breath. Walter's hand was wrapped around his. " So what now?" he asked."Look, I'm sorry too," I said. "I didn't mean to snap. And I get why it's weird for you. But I just have to say..." I stopped, hesitating. There was something I needed to say but I wasn't sure how he'd take it."What?" he asked. "Just spit it out."I shook my head for a minute and then just went for it. "I love her, Tony. I know she's your sister and it's weird for you, but... I just love her. So I don't want to keep fighting with you but I can't just let her go." I. I took one last look at myself in the mirror and told myself, Come on girl, you can do this.I went downstairs and my mom grabbed my hand and walked the two doors down to Clifford’s. I was actually naked in public, which made it hard to hide my fear from my mom. The closer I got to Clifford’s, the more my fear level would rise.“Are you ok honey? you look kind of scared.”Damn her! She knows so I admitted to her I was.“Well this is what you wanted, right? Being naked were everyone can see you?”I. She went for a bath in Jacuzzi in our house. She was bathing with curtains closed and door open. I had to go to dressing room to get some households. I went there and what I saw shocked me. I saw her masturbating, and then she also noticed my presence. She immediately hid there and scolded me and abused me. I was shocked and ran from there. I went to another bathroom I fantasized this and started jerking off but knocked the door as she had to apologize to me for abusing. I immediately put on my.