As we had gotten well into our conversation I said, “We don’t have to participate if we don’t want to. How about we go and just look around befo...e deciding.” She finally began to cave in on the idea as she agreed to at least check it out. There was a party right around the corner as I asked Larry for all the particulars on it. It was being held at a home of one of the group members and there were about twenty or so invited. That night as we pulled up to the house there were several cars. It was sexy and erotic, naughty and forbidden, sensual and beautiful, and the knowledge that they were also our friends, people we knew and loved, well, that made it extra-special, even if it was kinky as hell! Of course we were aroused by it – who wouldn’t be?? Alli seemed unable to speak, so I asked them, “Are you leaving?” It was maybe a semi-hopeful question, the thought entering my mind that once one couple leaves, the rush to the exits can proceed without anyone else feeling. The way his father used to look at me. The way the three of us felt so close.”I just about recovered enough to say something, and I gently removed her hand from my tummy.“Delores, I’m forty-three-years-old, with a husband and two grown daughters. Sweetheart, it a lovely kind thought, to help your brother. But if he wants another child he’ll have to find himself someone who’s younger. And preferably not already married!” I added trying to lighten the conversation.I was relieved as the car pulled. Then he found out who ordered the hit that resulted in the death of his friend. He flew to Thailand. He hooked up with a couple of mercenaries. They provided him all of the information he needed. My former boss had a plantation in a small village near Bangkok. Mr. Hammer went around the perimeter first killing all of the guards. Some of them—he slit their throats. Others weren't so lucky. He would stick his knife between the fifth and seventh vertebrae and sever their spinal cords, or he would.