"Astrid shook her head, tossing red curls. "Four plus a hundred a close up." Damn," the man said, smiling and shaking her hand.In front of the whole c...ew, Astrid stripped down, put on the see-through pj's she had been given and sat on the side of the low bed, feeling foolish but trying to smile while cameras and lights were adjusted.The first man, grinning, came and sat beside her wearing only jeans and loafers. He was very hairy and needed a shave. When the producer said, "Action," he began. Maybe the scene I just described will be published someday and maybe it won’t. What happened with us, you ask? Well, neither of us could go through with it. As odd as this sounds, my love for him kept me from having probably the best sex of my life with him. I couldn’t make him a cheater. And he couldn't not do the right thing for his family and me.He knew if we made love, our attachment to each other would grow exponentially. I wanted more than to be a man’s mistress or an online lover. I knew. Her thighs and legs smooth.She was indeed a slender, tall beauty. Willowy but with curves in all the right places. A hourglass shaped waist, with childbearing hips that curved outward in the most delicate yet sensual of ways. That heart shaped ass of her’s caused many of their male neighbour to look her way as she passed.judging by the weather the last few days, it had to have been a clear day with the bright rays of the sun working its way up creating a beautiful sunrise which is rare occasion. I got my blue bikini panties and a pair of tight blue jeans and a black shirt. i got to the place witch was a little far. it was dark and the place had a sigh light in neon with black out windows. i walked in and there was a front room full of toys and videos and a back area witch was filled with booths. i walked around the toy area for a bit looking around then walked into the back area witch was filled with guys. most of them were older men i was one of the few young ones. i saw a private.