We made love in the car, in forests, fields... whatever. We would lunch in remote pubs and then find somewhere even more remote to start again.As the ...nd of the six-week break approached, we were both growing more and more excited. On the phone, we would fantasise in detail about what we were going to do... not with dirty talk, but for example, "we'll drive to a pub in Merseyside one evening, then come back and make love all night." We agreed to ‘invent' (for the spouses) an early restart on. I covered us with a sheet and lay back. Closing my eyes I could still picture everything about her. I could feel her breath on my shoulder, so I turned to her and gave her one last kiss.* * *I could feel the bright, warm light on my face, and I turned to reach out for my love, but felt nothing but the smooth sheets. I turned to look and saw emptiness. Like that in my heart."So you are alive. Had a little fun at my expense last night did we?"I blinked and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes. I. One Saturday my friend Bob came over and brought along a friend, Phil. As we talked in the living room, Ami came out and I introduced her. A little later, Bob went to the kitchen for more coffee. I heard him talking to Ami and then, from her room, the unmistakable sounds of fucking. Bob was married and could be obnoxious and terminally horny, so I went to Ami's room to make sure she was okay. They were naked on her bed with her legs wrapped around Bob while he pounded her puss with his big fat. My eyes went wide and I gasped - why was I stimulated from dancing withanother man? Soon he rested his cheek against mine. I must have beenbeet red but continued dancing with him. Thankfully the song ended and Istarted to untangle myself from Dean, but he looked up at me and said,"Thank you for the lovely dance, Mike," and kissed me...on the lips! Hepulled back, noticed my astonishment and winked at me with a saucylittle smile. He walked back to the couch with a slight swing of hiships, showing.