Carolyn was unaware of the extent of the family's real estate holdings, most of which were held in trusts, established for me by my grandmother.Caroly... asked, "Was the girl from the Actors Studio there?"Since Carolyn split with Tom, she's become more interested in my sex life. It's almost as if she's living through me. I'll push it a little for fun."No and I was disappointed; but I hooked up with Heather, the good looking blonde who I told you about. She's the voice student who looked like she. Then I think about Tom in the other room and how I would love for him to see just how turned on I am and whether he too may be turned on as well. Should I, no, maybe, why not, what do I have to lose? I tell myself, it's now or never. I strip naked and step to the door ready to show Tom my hard cock and let him know I am available to do whatever he may like to do with me or let me do to him. I open the door and proudly walk into the bedroom and what do I see, but Tom naked on the bed, jacking. I got up and found my phone, and answered. It was Joey. He was on my street and would be here in less then 2 minutes. I quickly found my bathing suit and dressed, ignoring the throbbing wetness coming from my bathing suit bottom. After I changed, I shot a glance in the mirror. I had to admit, I had a pretty nice body. I was only 5, with perky B breasts that stood out on my small frame. My polka dotted string bikini showed these off nicely. I smiled to myself as I gave my firm breasts a squeeze,. Your mother did very well with her life, no thanks to me. I have never been so torn between guilt, shame, sorrow, pride, and joy in my life. Guilt, because I did such a God awful thing. Shame, because it was a truly horrible secret that I kept for so damn long! Sorrow, because I didn’t see any of this happen in time ... I missed so much of her life! I could have seen my grandchildren born! Pride, because Vicki turned out to be such a wonderful wife and mother, such a great woman! Joy, because I.