To a woman, that makes a large difference. To a man, that distinction tends to matter less.You have no experience with the normal, everyday, nice girl..., Jimmy. Before Connie, you've only known flowers that were already in full bloom. Connie will need much more time and care before you finally pluck her from her stem.If you really believe that, if you thought she was ready, then why did you stop?I half believe you, which means that you only half believe yourself. Jimmy, with time, it will be a. With luck, I’d pick me up a short-term sugar daddy with munch and lunch on his dime, or his dollar if he wanted more than a hand job. I was sitting there on a picnic table near the entrance, contemplating the condition of my fingernails, when a big copper-colored blur whooshed past me and turned off into a wooded area, well away from the main picnic section.I didn’t think much of that for a couple of minutes, until I heard a somewhat irritated voice wafting a question from over that. "We're almost the same age. I turnedeighteen years ago." The old you did," he said, "Kevin did, but the new you is officially andlegally still only seventeen. I want you as much as you want me, but thatstuff matters to me." Then the night before my birtday I'm going to be in this apartment withyou, waiting for the clock to strike midnight. The minute I'm officiallyeighteen again we're going to celebrate by having you pop my cherry,deal?" Deal," he said, laughing."Sometimes I wish St. Searle's. "That could be another two years... But okay, you can be mybridesmaid!" I laugh as Jamie giggles and gives me another excited hug."Any idea on who's going to be your maid of honour?" Jamie probes, making megroan frustratedly."I just said, no planning yet!" I laugh. "We want to relax and enjoy beingengaged first. God knows I've not been relaxing much lately..." I sigh happilyas Sarah wraps her arm around my waist and pulls me in for a tight cuddle."Hopefully now the nightmares and the stress.