Even in my late thirties, when I was considered the eligible bachelor, I figured life was much easier without a love involvement. **** Before I go any...further in my story I wanted to mention that I did have to make a trip to California on a brokerage deal. It was about a year after the divorce. On my flight over I thought how odd it would be if I ran into Marlene. Well, it didn’t happen but I did have a rather odd experience. I ordered an escort for the night. Her name was Sherry and she was. Then i say more again cause i wanted it.THE FUCK WAS I THINKINGif i were a female with hair she would grab it in order to force me back onto her dick, but umm i keep a brush cut so yea. she was at an impass so she inprovised. she grabbed bothn shoulder and fucked the shit out of me. Now im a swimmer so i wax. Everything. Even by buthole and the feeling from the spit and dick i can honestly say out of this world. 10 minutes after we get into the real fuck she pulls out. she moving faaster so i. This seems like a pretty logical idea to me.”“All these years and I never knew you,” he whispered half to himself.“Bullshit!” she said loudly, loud enough to attract several looks from nearby people. It snapped Jerry from his daze. Before he could say anything, she continued, lowering her voice. “You knew me. You knew what I liked, and you liked it, too.”Jerry stared in confusion at this. His ex-wife lowered her voice and went on. “Remember that first time I met you at that party? How we left. But I had no idea of how isolated life is out there. I was used to cars, people, cafes, bars, and the sea. I couldn't get used to living without the smell of salt and the rumble of surf." The hills?" Oh, yes, I miss these hills plastered with houses. They hug you, protect... Wide open pasture, you feel so alone and exposed. It took me a long time to get used to miles upon miles of farms as far as the eye could see." 'And the wind blows the chill of loneliness... ' You said your wife passed.