At last I felt some sense of closure to Stuart's life. When Ifinally woke up, reality crept back into my thoughts.My life as Stuart was done, but what...kind of life was I going to have. Iwasn't living my life as a man but I still had the biological equipmentof one. I appeared to be a woman to those who encountered me but I wasfar from female in a physical or emotional sense. Sex had a place in mynew life but not sex in a relationship. It was kinky sex that I craved.More than sex it was the. I turn around and look up at you…when did you take your shirt off? Looking so amazing and eyes full of so much…lust, ardor, cariño, I reach my hands up to your face and manage to lift my head to kiss you. A kiss of gratitude, amazement, love to the core. I slide my hands down the front of your body to the button of your jeans. I want to please you, but you stop me. ‘Please,’ I tell you, ‘I need YOU.’ In a seek-and-you-shall-find manner, you stand up and drop your jeans, revealing the fabled. Do you understand?”I nodded.“Right, put your bra and thong in the rubbish bin and put your skirt and top on. Then go and wash that mess off your face.” Tony ordered.I went and got cleaned up and for a minute or so I just stood looking at myself in the mirror. I asked myself a few questions: -“What the hell have I got myself in to?”“What am I going to do?”“Can I survive this?”“Why did I want Tony to fuck me?”“Why am I so wet and horny?”I didn’t have any answers so I straightened my top and. I’m definitely in heaven.The only problem is that I’m the only one single. It’s not a real problem, I don’t mind that all my friends have girlfriends, but it would be good to have a girl wearing a bikini with me here.“Hey! Nick! What are you daydreaming about?” Luke asks.Luke. Well, his a friend that I have since birth and when I mean since birth it’s really since birth. There’s pictures with both of us in the hospital after my birth.“Nothing much, just enjoying the sun.”“Is the meat ready? I’m.