In fact, the relationship between Mel and Bon was strained a lot of the time. Bonnie still saw Melanie as younger and better looking, bringing back me...ories of her divorce from John and insecurity about her place at my feet. Bonnie didn't share the same view of Mel that Audrey did, seeing Melanie as the Alpha sub, and it was Bonnie who wanted to be my Alpha sub. I suppose I didn't help matters much considering that I was still struggling with trying to balance my attentions between the three. Part of that was me. I was a tomboy through-and-through. I never understood why girls played with dolls, or had tea parties. I would rather ride my bike, and play baseball with my buddies.Our relationship was complicated. I felt a need to protect him, because he always looked for the good in people. I knew better. I had wanted to contact my father when I was old enough to understand that most families had two parents. My mother was supportive, but warned me he might not want to see me. I saw. Even at their age, they were fucking two or three times a week and I was jacking off in the next room with them. I guess they didn’t know they were that loud or that I could hear almost every thing they said. Mom would talk very nasty to my dad and I couldn’t believe it was my sweet church loving mother talking like that. In the heat of their love making, I’ve heard her say “God I love your big fat cock” or “do you want to fuck my big fat ass daddy” and then there’s my favorite, “do you want. “That about covers it girls. I love you both. I want to make you happy. I want to make love with both of you every day. I would rather your fantasies are about fucking me, but if you need me to be someone else, I can give you whatever you need. I do have some limits, because I won’t hit you. I might do a play spanking, but you have to know any spanking fantasy is much more about it being a part of a seduction or a prelude to a girl’s discovery that she gets turned on by the spanking and wants.