You're a total virgin." "Yeah I am. Is that okay?" "Yes. It's so hot! You've never been fingered before?" "No. Won't it hurt?" "It might." With that, ...e started to slide his index finger in the tight hole under my hymen. My toes instantly curled and my neck tilted my head to by shoulder as I closed my eyes in pain. It really hurt! He started sliding it in and out slowly while I sat there squeezing the edge of the counter. "Don't worry, it will feel better soon." He was right. After another. However, if I'm going to do this, you boys will have to promise a few things. First, you must never tell anyone about this." I promise," Randy said."I promise," Mark said."I promise," Larry added"I'm sure not going to tell anyone," Karl said. "Everyone at school will laugh at me for letting this happen." Second, you have to promise not to try to have sex with me." The boys quickly promised. "Now, I want you boys to form a circle, hold hands, close your eyes, and count out loud to one hundred.. You’ll see.”It didn’t take all of ten minutes for me to pack. I grabbed up the necessary stuff for a long weekend in a cabin ... somewhere. I even grabbed my Chemex and filters and the bag of Ethiopian Harrar coffee I had. I stepped out my door at the same time Rose did.“Wait,” she said. “Back inside.” I stepped back. She spotted the bottle of scotch and bag of chips where I’d put them when I came in. “I knew you’d forget those. Now open that bottle and pour yourself a shot. Then we’ll load it. It was a girl. Morgan had told the girls that she would name a girl Alexis. Karl took the stillborn baby Alexis upstairs. The girls guessed that he disposed of her somehow. Morgan sobbed endlessly for the rest of the day. Even though the baby had been made under undesirable circumstances, she was still attached to her, having carried her in her womb for eight months. The next day, Karl came downstairs, angry. You killed my daughter, he growled at Morgan. You filthy little slut, you killed my.