Watch him do what you haven't done in over five months."The one called Roy looked warily at me as he climbed on the bed behind Helen and I heard her g...unt as he slid into her. The man who had been standing beside the bed moved to put his cock in Helen's mouth and when she started sucking him I turned and went down the hall to the home office I had set up in the spare bedroom. I sat down at my desk and tried to sort out my feelings. There was something erotic about what I had just watched, but. My breathing calmed down. I left the door, walked slowly to the couch, and slumped down on it. I was lost in a maze of thoughts.At this point, a little bit of perspective would help. My name is Shilpa. I am a middle-aged woman who lived a routine life until yesterday. Nothing was exciting to share. But everything changed today, and things will never be the same.What I unwittingly saw a few minutes back played again in my mind.As always, I stopped at her place after work. I used my spare key to. A brief rundown on high school, then a full-blown description of college. I tried (and mostly succeeded, I think) to ease back on my normally cynical viewpoint, and described the freedom to pursuing one's interests balanced with a practical career. I mentioned how often the friends one makes in college will end up lasting a lifetime, and that the dorm experience was one of the most enjoyable periods of my life. Brief note: I declared biochemistry freshman year, couldn't find anything. We can have a few more little parties like this, but she will have no memory of them.’ She smiled and said, ‘She will be okay with us spending time together, thinking that we are working on a business project together. Even if she saw us fucking she will only see us exchanging ideas for the project. And she will not mind if we were lovers and would not think another thought about it if she were to realize that we were intimate.’ ‘That’s a lot to pull off,’ John said, ‘but if that is what you.