I might have been a little more circumspect with regard to matter of the heart if he had offered some sage advice in that area, but he tended to avoid...that subject and I suspected he was just as confused as the rest of male members of the family in the understanding of what made a female tick.I had discovered that the less you lied or tried to deceive a woman, the more likely she would trust you over the long haul when it really counted. That was true even in those cases when we both spoke. That's thesame weekend that you are performing there, so it would work out reallywell." Wait," I replied, sidetracked by his knowledge of my tour dates. "Doyou know where I'm going to be performing already?" Some," he replied. "Scott is setting up a concert here at the end ofJuly, and I've been working on setting one up in New York. You'll havemore concerts before school starts, but we aren't quite sure whereyet."I'd always wanted to go to New York! I hoped that I would have a chanceto see some. ‘What is this stuff, why are they doing it to me?’ They held my breasts from beneath, just standing waiting and holding me. Stepping forward Buddy had a cruel-looking thing in his hand he looked at Geoff again, ‘You sure that you don’t want her to have more of a sedative first? This is going to hurt her like hell.’ My head swiveled between them. ‘She must understand right now that she is mine and I can do anything or have anything done to her at any time. I can’t think of a better way of. My parents split due to a small infidelity issue, something I was aware off, as I actually witnessed it, in our kitchen as I sat under the kitchen table, at a young age, and watched my d***ken mother, have sex with a man. I sat quietly, unseen as the act was committed, not traumatized, as so called experts are keen to evolve, more fascinated to see how I came about, but even more, as the man inside my mother that day, was my Uncle frank, daddy’s b*****r, banging my pretty mother. But mother was.