From my friend and gave her a ring. “hello who is this “she replied.Its sahil how are you, I reacted passionately.Hey sahil how are you, her voice...came at this point of time clouds of mild unconsciousness start coming in my mind as it was my deepest desire to be a part of her life and this gives power to my emotions over me and I start saying nonsense stuff, actually, ‘I like you .. Sorry sorry I love you … I am sorry again I mean I don’t know what I am saying ‘ … But I don’t know you and how. " Have you ever thought about breaking it off with both of them? I mean, if you admit that one is bad for you and the other doesn't give you what you need, then perhaps it's time for you to try and find someone else who can better fulfill all of your needs."He could tell just from the look on her face what she thought about that suggestion."You're not listening to me. I said I can't leave it alone. It's become like some sort of addiction or something." Well, in a way it is an addiction. So tell. I've been there too. Justin has to be getting tired of supplying condoms for our family. I always had Justin or Jon get them for me."Yeah, that's what Justin said when I asked him to help me get condoms." Do you understand how to use them, Kyle?" I think. I read the directions and tried one out. I think I get it." Both of us have to be safe when we have sex. Mom has already told me she doesn't want any grandkids for another 10-15 years." Actually Will, all three of us need to be safe." Huh?". She was my idea of a real Southern California girl with the sophistication that I wished I had. It came as a surprise to me to learn that she rode motorcycles. Even through all this, sometimes people will surprise you. The two of us were working late one evening, just collating material that had to be in court the next morning. Somehow, but not all that unusual, the conversation turned to sex. After about thirty minutes of the usual stuff, including me telling her about my marriage, she went.