”Harry smirked and jabbed at Louis’ prostate, knowing Louis was about to come by the way he was breathing in jagged pants and squeezing his eyes s...ut. “Gonna-“Louis didn’t finish his sentence as Harry suddenly pulled out his fingers and put his hands back onto Louis’ hips as the older boy whined loudly. Harry pressed his lips to Louis’ for a short few seconds before he pulled away, saying a short “see you later Lou” with a wink before walking out of the door. Louis sat leaned against the. "I want you, badly!" Zack grunted, nuzzling and nipping my ear, his heavy breath making the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. I was surprised to feel one of his hands slide over my butt, giving a gentle squeeze, but I expressed no wish for him to stop. What can I say? I didn't.I didn't? I don't... Do I?I don't know what I want. Not anymore...* * * * *I woke with a start, a thin film of sweat coating my naked body. I'd half kicked the covers off in my sleep and as I glanced down my. But first I’ll check on the date of her papers, that should tell us.”Parallel to Cathy’s digital efforts, I went old school. Daddy. He gave me a Madison number to call, “Artie Kowlinski. Good guy. Smart. I met him at an FBI profiling session.”Mr. Kowlinski remembered Daddy. Most people on both sides of the law do.“I’m retired now, hon, but I still know a few people. How is Dave, anyway? Still taking kickbacks?”“As many as he can grab. He wants to retire to a golf course.”Artie snorted. Daddy. Christmas isn’t so nice when you’re lonely.I reverted to form and slowly Tracy slipped from my mind as I threw myself back into my study.And then it happened. On the way to geography Tracy walked beside me and asked me if I’d heard Carey’s All I Want yet. I shook my head and turned to face her, but she was being tugged back into the fold of her friends by a protective gabbing hand. She smiled apologetically and we turned and continued on to geography apart again. But at least she’d tried! I was.