I was glad of the coffee, it was a gloomy day, threatening rain ... or at least drizzle, and chilly. Not a very likely prospect for an outing.I walked...down to the quarry anyway, found a suitable spot and huddled there to chew my sandwiches and drink coffee from a flask. Not wanting to try to think too much, I dug out a book to read. That passed some time, but when the drizzle started, I put the book away and just sat. I couldn't hear the Derwent flowing in its bed in the valley, there were no. They popped over and sat down opposite. "Hi Sparky where's Ann ?" Mark asked. Christine interjected "He's no longer with Ann. They've had a fall out and I'm just trying to console him. So can you leave us alone lads please" She said firmly."Fucking your cousin isn't that against the law ?" Mark said. "Oh God ! The rumours had got around " I thought. I struggled for an answer. Christine in a Schoolgirl uniform didn't really help the situation."I'm not his cousin Tosspot ! I'm Anns sister. I even know her dates, when she had last period and the next is. I am lucky to get a friend like her. I know nuke and corner of her mind (likes, dislikes etc) not her body. I feel very happy to be her friend, be available to her when ever she needs me, console her when ever she is down,share her happiness. In precise I feel our’s is pure friendship. I respect friendship and frankly girl friends a lot. She is very excited about sex and has lot of desires about sex. She wants to experience. In a rush of shame I’d completely disconnected from my crappy dial-up internet before I could fully register what I was doing. The shame I’d felt then was a million times worse and I’d hid my status as offline for three days before I worked myself up to facing him again. Brian had never said anything but that I shouldn’t apologize and he was just glad I hadn’t gone ‘poof’ on him. He teasingly did say he had gotten a glimpse of heaven before the gates slammed closed in his face. I snapped back.