Please do not be mad.”“Oh I am not mad.”, I said, as I squeezed her boob more and lightly kissed her neck, “I just think this is a dream.”Sh... turned over to be face to face with me. I continued, "Honestly I really enjoyed it. I just do not know what we were thinking." I was not going to let her know about hearing their plans this morning. "I was talking with Kat this morning and the subject came up about orgasms. I told her I never had one before. One thing lead to another and this plan came. You would have expected sex." And what's wrong with that? Most guys think that's great." It's fine for you and for them, but I belong to a church that teaches me to reserve sex until marriage. Even if shy insecure me got up the courage to ask a beautiful girl like you for a date, I doubt if I could have handled the temptation of being alone with you, and of knowing you wanted to have sex. It would be too easy to cross the line." Wow! I have never known a guy like you." Yeah! We are peculiar. They spent the next few evenings with their mom baking, making Kool-Aid drinks and frozen treats and paper hats, napkins, signs, and such. Their mom felt a bit bad that they couldn’t have the bouncy houses, live clowns, etc. of previous parties with their father, but the two said they didn’t mind and in fact, enjoyed doing the preparations.Sandy and Randy had still been able to sneak a few quickies and night time rendezvous every now and then, still a total secret from their mom, apparently.. Getting up close with your big, strong, sadistic bully is somehow erotic for me. I don’t know if I’m masochistic or anything but I really don’t care. I found out I was gay when I’m 9 years old and I’m watching straight porn. As I masturbate I focused my attention to the woman, how the huge cock slick down to her pussy, how she moans with pleasure. I thought to myself “How does it feel to get fucked? Does it feel good?” These are the questions that boggle my mind. I said to myself “I don’t have.