And now it's gone, never replaceable. "We can try now." he whispers in my ear, kissing it softly and I cuddle more into him. It would be nice. I ne...d to get closer to him. I almost lost him too. I was so prepared to play Juliet's dumb ass if he did not wake up after getting shot. (Of course if he did wake up I'd be Romeo's stupid ass ;). But I am ovulating. The doctor said since the zygote was young I should be on my regular cycle. I'm on my third week."It won't be the same." I sigh,. When they look at Sean again, he says, "I'll find my way out. Please spend some time now with your son. Let him say whatever he needs to. And please, love him more than ever."They look at each other somberly, nodding in agreement. They turn to Sean, "Thank you so much." 30 PAIN DRAIN No words find a way to their lips. When they get back home, with all energy zapped out of Jeff, "Sean, I feel so dirty. I hate Logan."Slowly putting his arm around Jeff, making sure Jeff could handle touch, "I. I can't control it."His hand went back to my thigh."You know this means I'll have to teach you a lesson, don’t you?" Yes, Master."He finished his drink and took me by the hand."Come on, then. Let's sort you out, you filthy slut."We walked from the bar and through the reception to the hotel part of the building. There we stepped into a lift. As the doors closed and he pressed the button for the third floor, we were the only two people in there and he pinned me against the wall as his hand gave. I mean, I could have reached down there to my elbow and pulled out five, maybe six pairs of lost sunglasses. The seventh pair was on her face. Inside a room with no windows. Her trouser legs were tucked inside her glossy black thigh-high boots. Aaaand she had a riding crop on her belt. I felt like I was getting punked and looked around for a hidden camera, except there was only the one BIG camera and it was pointed right at me and there was a big red light on it that blinked, “You’re. Fucked..