When only real man-meat would do, I would initiate sex with him. He had given up on initiating sex with me about 10 years into our marriage. I thought...he had lost his libido, despite the fact that he had told me several times that he was just tired of wasting his time with only a 1% success rate when he initiated. I should have realized that he meant exactly what he said, that he was just tired of wasting his time.When I look back now, I realize that I had often used the prospect of sex with me. And you? Are you still smiling?[1/20/2012 10:47:36 PM] S: Oh yes smiling and absolutely gagging for it![1/20/2012 10:49:29 PM] S: You won't be disappointed[1/20/2012 10:51:04 PM] J: I am sure i won't be... But the build up is a bit excruciating.[1/20/2012 10:52:40 PM] S: I know I don't know how I can take it, I'm like a dog on heat right now[1/20/2012 11:03:27 PM] J: If I was there, I'd know how to help... And I'm thinking this won't be the only night I keep you 'up' all night. I do have a. They started the first tour a little early, so Eddy could introduce the new deputies to as many of the businessmen as they could find still working that late. He figured to pick up the ones they missed during a day shift walkabout.The first tour took about twice as long as it usually did because he had each new man learn to try the doors to be sure that they were locked. That, plus the introductions of the new men made it nearly midnight before Eddy got home that night. He was exhausted and. It couldn't be for her — she was at Terry's quarters. The ringing continued, however, and Terry didn't seem to be responding, so Pru finally touched the Answer button, if only to shut off the noise.The com announced, "Rerouted call for Prudence Whiteside."Jolted alert, Pru touched Voice Only. The screen lit with the Neo-Tantra logo. Underneath were the words "Ceuta Sector". In a moment, the logo was replaced with Jazira's face. Her eyes were red and bleary, her hair somewhat disarranged. She.