Their exuberance and quirky demeanours were so refreshing, that I found myself totally captivated by them. I knew that these were straight boys and th...t my misplaced interest was inappropriate, but nevertheless, I allowed myself the pleasure of fantasying about a threesome with the two.As lunch approached I decided to pull out all the stops. If there is one thing that I can do incredibly well, even if I have to say so myself, it is to make incredible sandwiches. The platter of ham and beef. "For lack of knowing how to start, we had a drink. I didn't know quite whatto say, and nor did she. The lights were low, the place was quiet. Westared out the picture window, towards the stars, as if we could see thedune and ocean in the dark."You find him?" she asked at last."No." You won't," she said. "You know what happened. Or some. You'll never knowthe rest. You tell her?" Her?" The wife, of course. Who else would want to know?" I told her what I found." And still?" And still, she wants to. She took hold of my hand and said, “you don’t have to take that from her. I am sure you could do better than that.” It was then that I realized she thought we were a couple and that Rachel was the dominant one who was abusive.I didn’t know what to say to this woman so I just stared at her. Then my eyes started watering again and tears rolled down my face. She got up, gave me a hug, “think about what I said, you can do better.” Then she walked away.Could things get any more humiliating?Looking. Fortunately, that was also the summer when my little brother was going to leave our small town where he had worked since he was 15 in the medical equipment center and go for 6 weeks of basic training and 2 weeks of advanced combat medical training with the army reserve. So there was a three day overlap where we all three were crammed into the small house dad had moved into when mom died two years ago.Those three days were eye opening to me. My little brother Scotty had become Scott. He was.