Short, staccato bursts of speech were all that I could manage."Hate you? How could I? It's a self-preservation thing, really. Abject failure, though, ...s you can see. Still, I'll be in America soon. No point in crying over spilt milk." I stumbled blindly through the front door. "You'll see yourself out, won't you?"I wandered aimlessly for a few hours and eventually I made my way back to the apartment. To my relief it was empty. All that was left was the faint smell of her perfume and a post-it. My orgasm began to subside and his limp dick slid from my mouth. I stood up, pulled up my jeams and started putting my bra and shirt back on. He pulled his pants up and started to apologize. "I'm sorry about that. I tried to warn you before I, well, you know." "Came." I finished for him. " Don't worry about it. I wanted you to cum in my mouth. That was kinda the point," I laughed. "Oh, well, I guess, you're welcome." He grinned at me. "Did you cum?" he asked. "Yes I did. Why?" I asked.. She moved backwards to meet the thrusts of her lover in total sync and kept the other cock buried deeply in her mouth like a pro.The volume of the music had been turned down to a background level, allowing the sexual grunts and moans to come through. I saw the guy behind Jennifer withdrawing his cock and sliding it a little higher...he was entering her ass! She didn't seem to object but the surprise and the initial pain made her squeal and she stopped sucking for a few seconds to scream loudly.. "Happiness and light accompanied me like unseen friends on the walk back to the hotel. This was new, this feeling of contentment in my own company. I didn't feel alone at all. A nearly tangible presence wrapped me in its arms and held me up. It made me feel protected and almost, well, loved. It made me feel like I'd be alright. It made me feel peace for the first time in a long while.I sat in the wicker chair on my little balcony and listened to the night sounds of the city. Brad intruded on my.