And that was what made me finally able to let go and love myself. Sometimes at night I think about the night you died. I cry every time I remember th... look on the nurses face, when I knew the end was near. She came in and pulled away the tubes. Then the doctor came, and they turned off your life support. I closed my eyes as I heard the rhythmic sound of your heart monitor shift to a single sharp note. I still hear that in my head sometimes when I close my eyes. I don’t think it’ll ever go. No surprise here. And, since he still held the knife in his hand, its blade glittering, she decided it was best to obey him. The awareness washed over her once again that her situation was hopeless. This man was going to rape her and there was absolutely not a fucking thing she could do about it. He was too strong. She was too alone. What the hell, she thought bitterly. If I can spread my legs for my sugar daddy’s money, I can spread my legs to save me from further physical harm—or. They had me lick them as they watched Kim get fucked by the dog, I don’t think Kim liked it. Then I came home.”“Nothing else happened?” mom asked.“Nope nothing.” I said, I willyMom then turned off the tape recorder.“Go do your homework, and I will go fix dinner.”After we ate, we just sat watching tv until it was time for bed, I walked into my room, mom stopped by my door and said; “would you like to sleep in my bed, with me, together?”I was hoping she would ask. Tonight, and tomorrow will be. I was surrounded and stripped accept for my stockings heals and padded bra. i guess they just wanted me to look as much like a women as possible. the thought of sucking all these unwashed cocks and dirty assholes was too much for me and my cock got even harder. i was forced to the ground on my knees and a cock, long and black was in my face and another bobbing infront of my face waiting for satifaction. i slowly opened my mouth and could smell pee on the cock infront of my lips as i began to.