. my ... whore, and please don't take that the wrong way. I want you, I want you real bad, but until I can tell you that I love you and want you to be...with me I don't want that. You're too special to me." Jared said as he stroked her hair."If you were any other man I would be mortified right now Jared, but from you it's one of the reasons why I think I still love you. You don't want me to leave do you?" She asked with disappointment in her voice."No, No, I don't even want you to stop what. He managed to get one of the back doors open before he lost control completely. Lizzie slid into the backseat and pulled him through the doorway and onto the seat next to her. She leaned over him and pulled the door closed. By then his face was in his hands, and he was crying hard. Lizzie pulled him close. He buried his face in her bosom. She stroked the back of his head and made comforting noises as she rocked him.When his tears had finally run their course, he remained lying there, his head. Stepping into the shower the water wraps you in a blanket of warmth. It feels so comforting and foreign having anything touch your new skin. So amazing. You look around and there is a shampoo, conditioner, and body wash already in there. "I'll have to have Wendy take me shopping for some of that sexy smelling soap when we get home." You inner monolog does off a you realize that you've just answered your final question. Who are you? Julia! So very much Julia. You've never wanted to shop before. " And then without a moment's hesitation, I started walking for the doors.Teddy quickly turned and followed me. "Forget about it? I'll never be able to forget about it! Not for the rest of my life! I mean, that you were more mad at me for not contacting you sooner makes me think you don't see me as this predatory-" Forget about it, Teddy," I barked a little more harshly. We'd reached the RFID scanner and I beeped myself out before going outside. The cold December wind bit into my skin and I.