I thought everything was back to normal then, but our conversation quickly took a very uncomfortable turn for me."So PJ, how did you like the show?" I...didn't watch much TV last night. What are you talking..." Not a TV show, dumb ass. I'm talking about the Snookie show."For the first time in my life I understood the meaning of the phrase "... didn't know whether to shit or go blind". I almost fell out of the tree. Apparently, Snookie knew I had been watching her and now Pete knew I was a peeping. I made sure that they used plenty of suntan lotion. The following day was a Tuesday, and they wanted to see what Market Day in Ballyshannon was like.We spent most of the day walking around looking at the items for sale in the various stalls that had been set up in the open air market near the river, and also on Market Street and around the Diamond. They even watched some of the sales of livestock at the market. They bought some trinkets and sweets in addition to sampling the smoked salmon and. Them both were eying her and said ‘Naam kya karna hai aapne kaam batayie.’She was confused…She asked ‘Matlab’…and One of them said ‘Kaam…wohi jo hamare malik kar rahe hain aapki frnd ke saath…kitna lengi aap?…Unka rate toh Rs.500 hai aapka toh zaroor mehnga hoga..Simran was Numb!….She dint know what to do…She said ‘sorry koi galat faimy hui hai aapko’…..and both stood up and one of them closed the outside latch….and said ‘600 de denge us se zaada toh hum gareebo ke paas nahi hai’…and one of the. I was a victim. I wanted to hate her. But I couldn't. My brain kept going around and around in circles, like a dog chasing its tail. And the thought I kept coming back to time and time again was that Charlotte was only being Charlotte; to expect her to change would be to alter the very thing that I loved. There was poison in the cure indeed.In the end I decided that it was better for me to let the dream die and let her go back to being who she was, the beautiful, carefree, vivacious and.