I knew it wasn't going to take very much. I was just too excited with being out here the way we were, naked in this field, knowing how wanted my cock,...wanted to make me cum, watching him sucking on me, looking at his hard cock and smooth body, thinking about feeling everything he was doing to me. I told him I was getting close and he double his efforts, looking up at me, smiling slightly while he suck on me and reached a hand around to cup my ass and encourage me to start slightly pumping into. .145...150...160... 170...180. Her heart must really be hammering hard as she runs out of air... The trace is starting to change, there's an occasional funny blip in it. Wonder what that means...190... That one had two blips in it... and again. 200... beeping real fast, almost like the Sword Dance. And three blips... and... it's going crazy. No more pattern, just jiggling up and down at random. No, there's the pattern again... and again... but the numbers are gone. And jiggling again. Beeping. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. As you want to be treated, so treat others. The Dominant wants his submissive to respect him and his authority. (There is a South Park joke to be made but it would be inappropriate just now.) The Dominant, therefore, should respect his submissive and her submissiveness.What does it mean to respect the submissive and her submissiveness? It means learning the ways the submissive desires the Dominant and his control. It means talking to the. "I'm going to divorce you and give the two of us a chance to move on with our lives, and to maybe find someone else. It isn't easy being alone and not having any hope of changing things. I'm done waiting for you to call all the shots on my happiness. I messed up and brought all this down on both our heads. I'm sorry. There comes a time when you just have to accept your losses and move on. That time is now for me." Good, if that's what you want, you go ahead and file. My mother is right, I'll be.