You haven’t broken my heart, Jill, you’ve shattered it and trampled it into the dirt. Even without the complete humiliation it would be for me. Yo..., marked by another man, having a baby by this other man, running around half your time with this other man. Then twenty years bringing up this other child all in front of our children and the people I work with. Can you imagine what that would make me look like, what people would think of me? The baby’s skin tone a constant twenty-four-seven,. We had met through work and initially the sex life was great. We split after 4 years partly because sex had become non existent. When we got back together we tried to keep the sex life as active as possible but generally we did it in missionary position. There had been some extreme experiences for example the time J gave me a handjob on a naturist beach in Fuerteventura and the time she had set up a blanket in the garden for us to fuck outside. Also sometimes I would come home from work to find. ’ She still had some years to go before she was fully qualified. ‘You, my love, are more important to me than my job.’ ‘No, you are going to have a very important job as a Paediatrician, many young lives will depend on you and it would be selfish of me to allow you to jeopardise that. I’d rather pay someone than have you take that risk.’ I knew from the wicked expression on her face what she was about to say. ‘So you don’t want me to be here with you, helping you, is that it?’ I took her face. In one party, I pushed her into a dark corner, and kissed her, deeply.She responded instantly, almost frantically.As we were kissing, I took a carabiner off my belt. Then I took her hands in mine, pushed them behind her back, and slipped the carabiner into the rings on her cuffs, locking them behind her back.She gave a little shiver, but didn’t say anything.Then I took a leash out of my pouch, and clipped it to the ring on her collar as I nibbled on her ear. She shivered more. “Okay,” I.