Harriet beamed at all of them and waved her hands at the many people who had gathered outside.Behind them, the three bridesmaids exited the church, an... the couple turned to hug each of them to the cheering of the guests.“Imagine, you are next,” Harriet beamed at Moira, hugging the black haired beauty with feeling.“Don’t be so sure,” Lucy whispered into Harriet’s ear when she hugged her friend.“Really!” Harriet gushed.“He proposed yesterday!”Throwing dignity to the wind, Harriet hugged Lucy. I hadn't heard from Mark since Sarah told me about them having sex, except for maybe the occasional text here and there. I was pretty sure that Sarah didn't mention anything about what happened when she told me about them hooking up, but part of me was nervous that she would tell him.I did what became my daily routine, I jerked off to her and then went to bed. It took me awhile to fall asleep because, even though I just jerked off thinking about her, I still kept thinking about her. Finally I. She went on to ask him if he had a girlfriend back east.When Byron said that he had, and that they'd broken up because of his move out west my wife seized on that and said, "Byron, you must really miss not having a girlfriend, a big handsome stud like you."Both Byron and I looked at Jane with open mouths. But it didn't seem to phase her, she kept talking sexy and making all kinds of innuendos and before the hour had passed we were all naked and doing it. The first moment that I realized that. He knew how hard it would have been for Ally. He knew all too well. Cole remembered vividly was his mother had done to him on his tenth birthday. He remembered her on top of him forcing him to have sex with her. Cole was numb. There was no pleasure in sex he didn't want. There was no pleasure in someone he loved hurting him. When Cole finally had sex with someone he liked, something changed. He saw sex as a pleasure. He saw sex the way his mother saw it. He craved it. He needed it. And he hurt.