I love you”.He left the room, I was a bit confused about what I heard before, I need to do something for it, but how? That night Marc made me an ama...ing diner, a worm massage, and we went to sleep early, I was too exhausted to have sex that night. In the middle of the night when Marc was sleeping, I went to the living room to have a look on this paper. It was a map of the city with an itinerary and some drop points which ended at the police station… I did not understand what was going on. Just. He lost his hair, naturally. Our summer became a nightmare and finally, around the first of September, Tom just gave up the ghost!My devastation was now complete since I was caught off guard (as were the doctors) by the virulence, the amazing swiftness of this pestilence.As a result, we all became somewhat morose around home, not even enjoying each other anymore.I told the doctor I could not cope with finding out if the viagra was in any way a causative factor, other than the delay in getting. At the time I was mad about that fact. I did get to spend that summer living with my best friend though. I had a step father for two whole weeks, that was interesting. I thought for a minute I would be able to relax, but nope. Still, Some of the best memories of my life are from then and 38 years later I still have my best friend. Putting some of it down on electronic paper left me in a good mood the entire next day which is rare for me.Part of that is learned behavior when you just accept life. Mom joked at it, ‘Hoooooooo……look at him’. But she never touched or did anything sexually. She was my loving beautiful goddess Mom loving her son. We just hugged naked, though my dick poked her stomach as I was 5’8″ and she 5’4″. I pressed my shaft toward one side to get a closer hug. She just held me in this intimate hug silently humming and whimpering. Her hum or whimper too was just like a Mom does about a child. I put my chin and cheeks on her head smelling her shampooed hair. But it was.