Still, he felt something unique to all of her experience had happened to her when she had been lost during that night on the mesa – something that r...ttled her basic beliefs (yes, he was sure she had basic beliefs), and changed her perspective about life, itself.Something had happened that caused Béla to withdraw from living. Oh, she went through the motions and she was a pretty good actress, but even in this brief time that Jake had known her, he had seen her interest in life disappear.She went. Think of her as the cute little nerd, adorable, shy, funny, pretty. I can keep on going.She was barely 5 ft, maybe just over 5 ft, extremely fair, brunette. Her hair falling free just below her shoulders, dangling earrings with a French hoop pulling her earlobes down. Ripe cherry-like lips, lean frame tightly hugged by the short plain pink kurti with the floral design running down her bosom.Well-shaped breasts snugly fit in her dress (maybe she was wearing a padded bra). A great ass and. Our tongues were tasting each others for long. I slowly lifted her and made her sit on the lap and gripped her in my arms while kissing. She was feeling my steel rod and gave me a naughty smile. Renu got up and took off her gown, to my shock, she was not wearing anything underneath.She pulled me up and started kissing, then she went on her knees to take off my shorts and took my penis. Started with a superb blowjob. Renu was treating it like a baby who got a feeding bottle for the first time. “Wait, why are you leaving?” Douglas asked, confusion in his voice. I turned to look at him. “Isn’t that why we stopped? Because you wanted me to get out?” I asked, as tears starting rolling down my cheeks. “God, how embarrassing. I’m crying like a kid. Stupid stupid stupid!” I berated myself, as more tears rolled down my cheeks. “Jenny. You silly girl. That wasn’t why I stopped,” Douglas said, comforting me and wiping my tears away. “I stopped because I wanted to hold your face, and tell you.