"Oh well that's nice because we would all like to hear it." I just did not think it was fair to ruin somebody's chance in life over asmall think like ...hat," I stammered."Well that's where you and me disagree; you know I've always said that Idid not think that you were really committed to this gang."trying to save my skin I said, "Well if that's what you want then I'llstop hanging around with you guys."Looking around there were nods of agreement.Gordy began to turn and for one short minute I. Oh...That's a big one. I'd have to give him the last thing that I came inhere with. My hands reach down to confirm its presence as if I'm sayinggoodbye. Tucked inside my panties is a little plug that I put in me.It's not really anything special anymore, but, darn, it's so hard to letgo of something that I've gotten so accustomed to having. There such afinality of letting it go. I know that if I give him my last vestige ofwho I am, then I won't have anything to my name except what he can. She was young and strong. Maybe she could hack it.I drove back to my own place deep in thought. I should have been on top of the world. I'd just gotten laid in a fashion I was unlikely to forget anytime soon. I reflected that, in my decade and a half of active participation in the sexual revolution, I had never been so thoroughly and exhaustingly fucked.So why wasn't I feeling just super-duper about it all? Why, instead, did I feel uneasiness and a kind of melancholy?It was because things with. They told me... Mr. Williams, last year... he told me just to sit in class and do my own work. Not to bother the others. You probably wouldn't understand this..." he said, his voice trailing off as he noticed the anger growing behind my eyes."Let me see your book," I ordered as I pulled the text from his hands."But Miss, you won't understand." Do this problem for me," I said after opening the book near the back and finding a page of problems. "On the board." It's not like adding two and two,".