." My voice was but a whisper; She didn't understand what I was trying to say so she thought she had done something wrong. "John? What's the matter? A...e you o..."? Again I stopped her, this time by firmly placing my lips on hers. I tried to pull away but she placed her hand on the back of my neck and pulled me back to her mouth. Her lips parted and my fingers wound in her hair as our tongues intertwined. Gently sucking, biting, moaning... I pushed her back, forcing her into the back seat. She. Jen didn't know it but Dad was planning to get her one for her birthday. He had asked me about how mine suited me and if I thought she would like a similar one. For the time being mine was the only one in the house and that meant that sometimes Jen or one of my parents would come and ask to use it for some project.I planned to do a little surfing of sites that the folks would not approve of so I closed and locked my door. This was allowed when I wanted privacy or was not dressed. I went on-line. I quickly ran through what my plan was here, before I was completelyswept away. Even a week of crazy sex hadn't taken much of an edge off ofmy new libido, and I knew that once the real fun started I wouldn't beable to focus on anything beyond the intense sensations that wouldinundate me. I had my in, and he didn't seem to suspect anything. Now,all I was trying to do was to build a tighter connection, one that wouldencourage him to pull me deeper into his realm and hopefully give meaccess to all. Chris confronted Dan on thier 19th birthday asking if anyone else was doing what they were and after a long search through the internet and through private ad's they found that people seemed always too afraid to actually do what they had done.Dan convinced Chris the next day that people just needed a shove in the right direction and that being the helpful guy that he is persuaded Chris that they should be the ones to enforce this "shove" and help people to become aware of the feelings they feel.