He was so excited when he saw the wedding ring and I told him to fuck me with no condom, he could not wait to make a deposit."OHHHHHHHHHHH! John that ...eels so good just like that, fuck this married white pussy, AHHHHHHHHHH! That's it," My hips were thrusting up to meet his.Soon his cock head swelled, "Cum baby, AHHHHHHH! deeper, plant it deep baby, OH YEAH!" I wrapped my legs around his waist, and grabbed his balls spurred him in as deep as he could go.He exploded, "OHHHHHHHH! Baby that's it. Why did I get a kick from it? I’m not certain. I think it was probably that I was insecure at that age despite the fact that I was so pretty. So this whole kind of sordid episode was providing me with an ego boost, a confirmation of just how appealing I was to the opposite sex. Anyway, whatever, I behaved like an utter bitch. That’s the point. You’re perhaps wondering what came next. Well, you’ll be surprised. I said how we didn’t really do any of that rather vile mocking of poor P on the. He, and I, found it to be an interesting conundrum. And, it threw my friends around the campfire for a loop too.I sat back and let them try to get their heads around gender identity, and sexual identity, and I revealed nothing about my own vested interests.And eventually, they started getting tired, and dropped out of the conversation, to head inside. Eventually, it was just me and Charlie. He's a good ole boy, a couple of years younger than myself, and fit. Known him for years, and have. I don’t like this. My body shouldn’t like this.Sometimes I lie to myself to protect myself. This is one of those times.Truthfully I really like him but it’s so wrong to be with him. He’s a tenant renting a room from my parents. I’m just back from school for the summer. I want to kiss him again but my parents are home. What if they catch us. What will happen then? I was already so conflicted kissing him the first time. It felt so wrong but so right also.“Someone’s hungry finally. I’ve been.