Slit my wrist. BUT — the television was advertising a new show — The John Larroquette Show. This was right after Night Court went off the air. He ...as the manager of a bus depot. He was a recovering alcoholic. He kept saying, ‘If I can make it through tonight without a drink…’ Well I decided I would wait to kill myself until after I watched that show. It worked and I got several things done. I had everything ready to kill myself at the end of that show. BUT — 30 minutes later they were going to. The wet ballgag behind her teeth stopped vibrating and her eyes stopped darting around the room when she spotted me. I wasn’t the one who kidnapped her so she thought maybe I had come to her rescue? But then she saw my erection. Her pleading eyes resumed their darting and the ball-screaming started again.I had to say something to calm her down: “I’m not hard because of you. I came here mid-blowjob. Not that you’re not attractive of course. I... I love you in every role. I don’t mean that I love. " I hurried upstairs as fastas I could manage in heels. I was very thankful for the opportunity tobe away from Hank.Once in the nursery, I saw Jacob Junior wearing a little sailor suit. Ismiled and told Emily how darling he looked. She told me, "Don't raisehim to be darling, raise him to be a man just like his father." Ireplied, "Yes ma'am, I just meant he looked cute in his new outfit."Emma told me, "I want him to know he is superior and grow up knowingthat he can dominate people like you." I. She then jumped onto the bed completely naked and started playing with my father’s dick. She was giving him a good handjob by sliding her hands up and down slowly.She then took oil out of the side cupboard and applied it on my father’s dick. Then she started giving him a blowjob. She sucked him really well. She was using her tongue to lick the top of his dick which was sticky and disgusting. She then started licking his balls and slowly-slowly she went down to his asshole.She just kept pushing.