During the course of licking all over them turning them on I'd tell them I couldn't wait to sink my cock deep inside and fuck them silly with them get...ing wetter and wetter until they'd beg me to fuck em hard and deep. This is how it usually went. After making it to the bedroom we'd be rubbing each other while removing our clothes. I sucked her tits while rubbing her pussy through her panties and she'd get wetter and wetter. Nibbling all over her while she laid back I'd pull her panties off. I let the grief and pain I had repressed for the many friends that died in foreign battles mix with the tears that fell for Kat. My façade of steel had cracked. I was grateful that there were no eyes to see my miserable state. Later, I felt better. It all flowed out in one big flood of emotion. Healing had begun. I was ready to retire, make peace with the ghosts of my past and try to build a new life.Damn her! I didn't want to feel anything. She changed me in ways I cannot describe. Heaven was. Lacy didn’t seem to mind though, she took me around the store and asked if there was anything else I may have been interested in. Every time she showed me something I hesitated and she would get it close to her body to show me what it would look like. My imagination quickly removed her clothes and pictured Lacy in panties, bras, nities, pj’s.. you name it, I imagined it. Unfortunately I couldn’t hold it much longer and even though I hesitated on purpose every time she showed me something, just. I did not want to give it even a second rest. With my tongue, I rubbed over the head all over and sucked hard aagh! Sweta! Slow down. I am going to cum if you do that and I did not heed his words and kept doing it. Sweta! I am going to cum and I could hear him, but could not detach myself from his cock, so I kept doing it then his manner changed, and he held my head tightly. He held my hair and began almost fucking my mouth. His cock went in and out of my mouth and I kept tight suck on its.