That she found to be extremely pleasurable and she would come very strong, so i began to use a thicker one each time we fucked until she was able to a...commodate both my cock and a fairly thick dildo with any discomfort whatsoever. While double penetrating her i would ask her to close her eyes and to imagine it was me and some other guy doing her at the same time. She would have very strong orgasms but afterwards she would remind me that it was “just a fantasy” even though she would insist that. I want her. I know it’s wrong. She’s my mother. But I don’t see her that way! At least… not all the way. It’s like… she’s maybe 50 or 40 percent my mother and the rest. She’s just… a really hot woman. A woman I live with. A woman who I’m around all the time… who I get to touch…and see nearly naked. Oh god. I’m going crazy. And I don’t think I’m alone. If I wasn’t sure after the night I found (was shown) her dildo, the past few days have. The day after I gave mom that foot rub, I decided to test. They had been naked like I was. It was so cold. My nipples were hard and my skin goosepimpling. But I needed to do this to get everything ready for the ghost. I walked out past the barns before hopping over a fence into a dirty horse paddock.I reached the point Deidre told me to, stretching out on the cold ground."Blue hells, that is cold," I gasped, shifting on the ground and looking up at the sky, my legs spreading wide. My teeth chattered, making speech impossible for a moment. Something. Me: (in smiling manner) ohh yes I can see that but I feel shy mom.Mom: now what’s there to shy beta. I have your penis last time.And after that I removed my underwear also.I was completely nude. Also I was getting a good view of my mom’s boobs.I was able to see the cleavage. Later on my mom started applying soap on my penis and balls. Then she started rubbing it with her hand. She was kind of like playing with my cock and balls.Then she tightly pressed my balls and I made a loud noise in pain..