I want to hurt her, and then I hate myself if I do. I want her to feel what I am feeling, yet she is one of the persons I want to protect the most. An... I don't want to hurt someone else. I wonder what would happen if I was to fall in love with that someone else." So this plan of yours is not a serious attempt?" No. I know how foolish it would be. The whole two wrongs thing. The only thing that I muse about is falling in love with someone else." What do you mean?" Liz asked."I think about how it. ”It took no time for Jordan and Cinnamon to agree to dinner. I’d already made arrangements to pick up Teresia, who was staying at a much less expensive hotel downtown. I called Teri and she said she was with Geoff watching his team play in Orlando. I didn’t know who else to invite, but on the spur of the moment I asked Mrs. Prior and Lars if they’d join us.For having such a somber occasion, our dinner was still lively. Cali was a popular young actress and a few people came up to ask for an. And Bob? Thank you."I hung up the phone and then wondered if I'd done the right thing. Harlina was gone and buried in the past. Shouldn't I have left her there?I got to Bud's at a quarter to six figuring to have at least one drink to fortify myself for the coming meeting, but when I walked in I saw that Harlina was already there. She looked good, but then she always had. She was the polar opposite of Gwen. Where Gwen was sultry and sexy in a smoldering way Lina, as was Alice, the fresh faced. We got his computer hard drives reconstructed today, he was a collector of child porn, and we think some of the pictures were made locally. So far they have found nothing to connect him to the coed rapes. He was trying to expand into photographing naked college girls to sell the pictures to magazines. He claimed to pull those names by random from a list he found." We need to find out where he got the list. If it is something that was published as a college hand book or handout we need to put an.