"I- I love you, Jessica," Bridget said, starting to slur her words. She wrapped her arms around her best friend's neck and gazed deeply into her eyes....She took the opportunity then and there and kissed her full on the lips. Jessica pulled back in surprise and then leaned in and kissed her back.Soon the girls had their arms around each other's neck each other passionately with hormones racing like the speed of light through their raging bodies. Their bodies stretched out on the bed in Jessica's. I could see that Pearl was sticking with Dan. I watched as they stood in a small group with several other players and their girlfriends talking about things that happened during the game. Pearl seemed to be enjoying herself, so that was a good thing. I saw Al join their group and that made me look around for Lance. I saw him sitting down with his back to me talking with a small group of high-schoolers. I thought I’d go over and join him, but then I thought I should really sort out my feelings. .. out of control. This woman who you love, your partner in life, feels like you have lost any semblance of control. I certainly don't mean a man should have control over a woman or vice versa.Those who are married will understand that you have a partnership. If someone wants to buy a boat they don't just go off and buy a boat or a dress or a car or change cable service without at least discussing it with their partner in life. When we were both kind of dipping our toes in the water of this. ”Julie got up and left the room.It was nearly 10 minutes later that she came back out. She’d washed her face and combed her hair. She sat down across from me.“Tommy, I don’t know what to say. He told me they were just for us and that no one else would ever see them.” She shook her head. “How could I be so stupid?”“Come on Julie. You guys were married. Married people trust each other,” I said. I was trying to sound un-involved, but I was also looking at my s!ster in a different light now. The.