As I walk through the door, my bag falls to the floor with a thud, as if oblivious to the delicate computer hardware inside. I remove my phone from my...pocket, place it on the counter, grab a cup, fill it with ice, and mull vodka or whiskey. Drinking in general, especially alone, had become uncommon. But at the rate the week was going and the day in particular, the quickest path to physical relaxation and mental distracted was an absolute requirement. Vodka is the choice, pouring a generous. I’m just so upset about what Sue has done to you.”“Hey, Debbie, it’s OK. I have been expected her to leave. It’s a lot sooner than I had expected but that’s OK. I’d like you to meet Julie. Julie is a very good friend of mine.”“Hi Julie, it’s good to meet you.”“Hi Debbie, pleased to meet you.”I thought I should explain a little more to Julie. “Julie, Debbie has kept house for us the last few years. When we first came over to the west, Debbie was our babysitter. She has a partner, Gloria. You may. Uska figur acha tha lekin sawli thi or mujhe sawli ladki ya bhabhi bht pasand h. Us din ke baad mane apni baaton ko sex ki traf ghumana shuru kar diya. Usne btaya ki wo pehle bhi chud chuki h to mera mud off ho gya. Kyoki mane aaj tak seal pack ladki ko nhi choda ek baar chodna chahta hun mere dil ki icha h or bhabhi to koi bhi age ki chalegi. Dheere dheere hum phone sex krne lage. Ek din sunday ko usne mujhe apne ghar bhulaya to me chala gya to jate hi usko pakad kar masti krne lag gya or uska. I wanted to have some time to think about it all, to think about you too of course and how I see myself in regards to you in the future. But there's just no peace in my life. Literally the only two people I want to avoid at this point are the two people who I stumble upon all the time." - I replied and actually for the first time I felt like I've done something fair in regards to Hassan. He really is a great guy, he's just not THE guy that I want at this time."All you should have said is that.