.. smoothly."She put her arms around his waist and just held him, her head against his back. He tried to see her arms, but he couldn't move his head d...wn at all."Can I ask you to do something for me?" Monday asked."Anything." Tell me what I look like to you. Don't give me a speech about inner beauty. You already know me like that. I want to hear you tell me your guesses. Start with my hair."Monday's fingers were back in Steve's hair, making his mind fuzzy. "You're blond. Not dyed or platinum.. It's a secret that your Mommy, and your Aunts Stephie,Tawny, and Mona used to be boys. No one is supposed to know about that,ok?" OK, but you're still my Mommy right?" Yes Baby, I'm still your Mommy." Can I go watch you dance? My other mommy used to dance in Saigon. Shemake lots money." Then she was suddenly very sad. "Soldiers take usaway to live in the mountains. They said it was because she was bad.Then she getted sick and they not help her." I'm sorry that happened Mina. But now you have. Or hot wax. I imagined him naked, vulnerable. I imagined giving him oral sex that would make him cringe, plead and beg.I imagined making him suck off each of my fingers. One. At. A. Time.Each time, longer than before. Hissing orders into his ear. Faster. Deeper. Wetter.Masturbating as I did. Sucking my own fingers clean. Tasting it.Instead, I watched.When I saw his hips move -- just slightly --- I knew it was time.***He could hear the buckles of the device.His head turned toward me as I sat. One minute he’s in bed with me, and then come morning, all I’m left with is a stupid note.’ Shanice felt sad indulging in her friend’s love life … especially when it concerned Lincoln. ‘I don’t know, Sha. Sometimes I just wish things were different, you know.’ ‘Yeah, but how different.’ ‘Well, for starters, I wish I’d never hooked up with that sonofabitch.’ She looked at her friend with a smile. ‘Just as you probably wished you never ended up with Chris.’ Shanice laughed. ‘You’ve got that.