Her knowledge of German, though far from fluent, was quite sufficient for her to understand exactly what was being said, and it was, to her, even more...frightening than what she would hear at school. These were the people who were running her country and ultimately her life. And they were so full of hatred and vitriol and disgust. It made her almost ill to think about it.But, despite Erika's jibes about her lack of enthusiasm for National Socialism, Tanneka found herself becoming very fond of. ”“If you think I’m all talk then you’re free to walk away right now,” I told her. “Do I look like a cocky boy who can’t back up his talk?”“No,” she admitted.“Now you’re going to go to the bathroom,” I told her, “And then you’re going to come back and hand me the wet panties you’re wearing. Then you’re going to go about your day and text me tonight when you know when you can clear several hours for a proper fuck.”“What are you going to do with my panties?”“I’m going to jack off into them. . " Sophia!" I protested, blushing. "He's kind of cute, but way too shy.When I'm not grounded anymore, I'd want to date somebody with moreconfidence than him."I didn't tell them about my hopeless crush on Andrew when they pressedfurther, and neither Sophia nor I said anything about our vague suspicionthat Joseph might be trans. The conversation drifted back to the boysSophia and Julianna were interested in, and then to other subjects, andafter a while, I excused myself so they could watch. When Leila changed clothes in front of me again I was tempted to ask her about her hair but was too embarrassed. She saw me looking, making me feel like the most awful person in the world. She was really nice though and just gave me a little smile and went back to putting her clothes on. Leila slept with me again, and at first I was nervous, but she just put her arm around me and rested on the blankets. It wasn't until later that I woke up with her hand cupping my breast. I sort of froze,.