CHAPTER2It was some weeks before Tommy received a reply back they loved the pictures and would be happy to purchase some of the photos that had been s...nt,But what they really wanted was pictures of a taboo act, It was made quite clear what was required if they were to pay money for my work They wanted mother and son pictures together simulating having sex,How was I going to tell my mom what they wanted I needed a plan to try and convince her that we would not be having sex just making it look. "Tom remember this state of relaxation and joy, I want you to associatethese feelings with obeying me. Whenever you obey, you feel relaxed andfull of joy. If I ask you to do something and you obey, you feel relaxedand full of joy. If I expect something from you and you do it, you feelrelaxed and full of joy." Alice repeated this like a mantra 10 moretimes.Afterwards she said, "Well Tom I will now ask you questions and you willhave to answer me sincerely. If you answer me honestly you will. "You're telling the truth. You could not have made up all of those details off the top of your head." No," I said. "I couldn't."She took another drink of beer. "But why did such a thing happen to you, Bill?" she asked. "Why were you picked to do this? Are there others?" This is how it happened," I said. "Like I told you, I was a paramedic. On the day before I came back I went to a call at a convalescent facility in North Spokane. My patient was an old Chinese man with cancer. He was dying fast.. Kim also had a look that would come out whenever she was displeased or upset about something. The look clearly meant that I or whoever else it happened to be directed at was wrong and there was no room for discussion. If I had made an error or failed her in any way, sometimes she wouldn’t say anything but just give me her look and I would feel ashamed and a little worried. I never even considered arguing, I just profusely apologized and vowed to do my best to please her with my work. I had.