Ashley looked at me without emotion, without that spark I had come to love. “Come on, let’s go to the living room and talk.” She got up without ...aying anything and followed me to the couch. We settled in next to each other. I realized I wanted her closer so I reached out and pulled her into a hug. She felt a little stiff, but didn’t resist otherwise.“Ashley, now that it’s just the two of us, can you tell me how you’re feeling?”“I’m scared Mistress. I’ve been scared since I started to feel. I saw the boys face and didn't recognize him, but I knew Mike from School a little. I knew I wanted to get together with him. Mike walked over to the sink and washed his hands and put his mouth under the faucet and gargled a bit and spit in the sink. I didn't want to let him know I was peeking, but I had to get to know him and let him know I was jealous.He wiped his mouth and looked at me in the mirror and I realized I was staring. he said "What?" I said I never saw a guy sucking on another. But I was not fat, I had a waist even if I did not show it off in the way I dressed. Darren was staring at our daughter's lithe teenage body - practically no breasts, only a slight curve to her hips and waist. My daughter had a body not so unlike some teenage boys I thought - a body she did not inherit from my side of the family. I had a womans body not that of a teenage girl - why was he so fascinated with looking at her and not his wife?And that left out the fact that she was his daughter for. Of course, they'd be traveling for more than that, wouldn't they? It'd also be for the social aspects and whatever else we did while we were together. We'd had fun wandering Santa Fe and I was sure I could think of things that were equally enjoyable.Though probably not in Tucson. Okay, maybe Sharon would enjoy the Sonora Desert Museum and driving over to Tombstone, but I certainly didn't feel any desire to go play tourist in a town I'd fled from. Besides, we didn't have a good place to stay or.