I got up, waking Sammy in the process.I was not able to perform my morning ritual since I left for Japan, and I missed it. Master rarely urinated in m... mouth anymore, and somehow, I longed for those old days. Not for the humiliation or the disgusting taste of his piss, but for how it kept reminding me of my place in the household, and it wasn’t a very high place.I was collared and Master’s slave. That didn’t afford me a very high place, even in the house. Now he called me his Peanut. He was. It could have happened to the little girl and me. I knew I was crying. But I was also letting go of the guilt. I was healing. I noticed the wedding ring on his hand. I knew it was a symbol of everlasting love, commitment and fidelity. An idea formed in my mind. It was good that I was there that night with Bill. My life became clear. I understood what my fears were. Fear kept me alone and afraid. I decided to let it go. Bill woke up a few minutes later. I was smiling at him. My first words out. " She's not, you know, taking care of you..." she asked."Let's not open that can of worms. But what I am interested in is why the hell would you be charging for sexual favors like some hooker? You're better than that. You're a smart and talented girl. I can't stand the thought of you degrading yourself to that level. And you know that's what you're doing," I told her as calmly as I could."I wanted the extra money to spend," she said, holding her head down. "And...I can't deny that I also like. I finally said I can never be sucked too much or something like that. He responded with I want to come over & suck you off at least once if not more and you can suck my cock but you don;t have too. So I gave him directions and agreed to his arrival in like an hour. Then i went to get cleaned up. After I got out of the shower I put on a pair of gym short and a t-shirt. Then I queued up some porn to inspired us when we played.Just a couple minutes later the hunk showed up. I let him in the door.