If John dropped her now, she would be without a husband, without a job, and with no claim to her home. ‘Calm down, John. Danny is a pussy. He means...nothing to us. Landing this account is what is important, not Danny.’ She sounded confident, but deep down, she wasn’t so sure. She thought of the smirk Danny had given her back home. And now he was here, and they were heading for Hawaii. Hawaii was Danny’s backyard. He had won some big surfing competitions there when he was young. She wasn’t sure. I watched them and I wanted that too. As soon as I shaved, you became interested in oral sex again.”“Yes, I did.”“One day I watched a film with a woman masturbating in a car beside a man. He was driving, and she was fingering herself. For some reason, I got excited. I got so excited that I took off my pants and masturbated with her. The next day I did it again and the day after that. Then I started paying attention to films where women were taking care of themselves with a variety of toys. I. I had a big crush on himand sometimes he would come over and play video games and he would let megive him blowjobs. But his family moved away and I lost my first love.High school gym was difficult being in a locker room with all those nakedpretty boys I had to struggle not to get an erection. At lunch I wouldsneak out with the girls that went to beauty school and smoke cigarettesand listen to their tales of sex with boyfriends. A busty blonde girlseemed the most sexually adventurous. I. Once she was down, Tom went to the mantle above the fireplace and tookdown a humidor. Like the perfect host, he walked back to the couch andheld the open box out to Leslie with the invitation, "Cigar?"The insulting gesture was not lost on her and she knew that he did notexpect her to accept a cigar. Instead, she reached in and took out oneof the proffered cigars. She looked at it critically, rolled it betweenher fingers, and inhaled its aroma."Coronas?" she asked. "These are pretty good.