"It is so little," she murmured, her soft blue eyes gazing into his dark, half-lidded eyes, sunken into his pale, tear-streaked face. "Please take thi... bread, also; I will return after evening vespers with more if ma-ma allows." She crept away, leaving his small chamber.Dreams came, throngs of upthrust faces, voices strident and hoarse with shouted cheers and praises, the tumult rising and blending into a cacophony of surging sound, beating, throbbing, flooding in a deluge, a vocal avalanche. She just stood there at the foot of my bed, her Salem 100 cigarette dangling from her orange painted lips and watched.From that moment on, my mother kept trying to put me in skirts and petticoats, teasing me about that time she caught me in her panties. I never took her up on the offer mind you, but I always wanted to. I was just too scared at the time you see. And that's really a running theme. Being a cared little one in a big girl's body.Why do I want to be diapered> I've come to realize. “I ... we ... just...” How could I put it in words? Strong arms surrounded me as I felt Kyle settle into the seat beside me.“I know what you mean, Ramie. We all got used to being ... What do they call them? ... voyeurs,” Kyle said. “When Aubrey was with you the night before I felt the same way. I wasn’t jealous of you being with Aubrey. I just felt sort of left out. When it was just one wall between us, we were all included even if we were in different rooms.” I nodded my head vigorously. God,. . μέχρι στο στόμα είχα δονητη και τον ρουφούσα. Μαζί του γίνομαι η μεγαλύτερη πουτανάρα, η μεγαλύτερη ξεκωλιάρα, αλλα μου αρέσει!! "Σκίσε με μωρό μου!" του φώναζα και αυτος με μαστιγωνε δυνατά και με ξέσκιζε. Ένιωθα την πλάτη μου να ζεματάει, τα κωλομέρια μου είχαν κοκκινίσει και έσταζα ολόκληρη καυτά ζουμιά γεμάτα γκάβλα για τον παίδαρό μου. Κάποια στιγμή πήγα να του ξεφύγω .. έπεσε απο πάνω μου, μπήκε μέσα μου βαθιά και με ξέσκιζε με λύσσα! " Που θα πας πουτανάρα μου;" μου έλεγε. Έχυνα.